And so the morning goes...
I’m up
early this morning. It’s still dark out, and I admired the stars in the clear
sky when I took Daisie out for her duties.
Now I am
sipping coffee, and enjoying the warmth of my sweater. It’s nippy out this
morning, and I felt cold outside. Still do, a little, and that makes my warm sweater
feel so good. Something to savor, this personal coziness, with the cold biting
around the edges to remind you just how sweet it is to be warm.
A lovely
morning, to be sure.
My mind
wanders, and then settles on the perplexing stuffiness of my head, and the
blockage of my ears, which has been happening for some time. I wonder if I
should go to the doctor to have these attended to, but dismiss this idea, as I
do not like to pay money for something I think I can fix myself, or endure.
So, of
course, I google my symptoms, and arrive at the conclusion that I likely have
some obscure and rare disease because I am special that way. No one else has
symptoms quite like mine…which makes me want to go to the doctor even less. I
just don’t want to know if it’s serious…and from what I am reading I probably
have contracted some rare tropical fungus that will require horrific treatments
to eradicate it from my body.
Best plan
of action? Continue to ignore it and check Facebook.
This early
in the morning, not much is going on in the Facebook world. The friend who
posts 17 photos, singly, along with a few other status updates throughout the day
has begun. I suppose he has to start early to get 20 posts up in one day. The
rest is all old news.
I check
the news and immediately feel irritation at the government shutdown, and the
imminent implementation of Obamacare. My mind descends into a morass of concern
for the future, and frustration that so many people can’t see the dangers that
are facing us. I start crafting arguments for imaginary conversations and
debates…all of which I win, mind you…but soon I throw up my hands in despair at
the weight of the opposition.
It’s time
to check my favorite blogs.
I am
distracted from despair by the antics of some, the inspiration of others, the
wisdom shared that I should implement in my life. And then to stay
well-balanced in my quest for knowledge, I look for funny animal pictures and
videos. I also watch Jimmy Fallon sing the Sesame Street theme song with all
the Muppets…twice.
And no
morning is complete without the daily torture of checking out all the boxer
dogs that need to be fostered, adopted, or rescued. All problems I can do
nothing about except feel badly.
I daydream
a little about how I could remodel the horse shed into a Kennel Extraordinaire,
and save the lives of sweet, lonely, homeless boxers…Until I start thinking
about all the food, and then the poo, and how I will think that it’s not fair
that they have to live outside, and then I move them inside, and suddenly find
myself without a husband.
I begin to
contemplate why I don’t ever choose dreams and goals that are attainable, and
what character flaws make me so unproductive.
But before I go too far down that low road, I realize my coffee is gone. The sun is rising, and Daisie is stirring. She’s about to remind me that we cannot start our day without a walk. Thankfully, the weather is beautiful, and we will both enjoy it.
It will be
my first attempt at productivity for the day, and hopefully, not the last. Many
tasks await…and it is tempting to leave them waiting but now the sky is light.
The day has begun.
Daisie’s
paw on my leg speaks the urgency of breaking my reverie. It’s time to walk, and
take on the day. I don my coat, boots, ear band, and fill my pocket with
treats. I say to Daisie, “Let’s go!” and she dances with excitement and bounds
out the door. I follow, buoyed by her enthusiasm -- a brand new day is in front
of us, and it's go time...
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